A Bugs life
Hi Chanii,Even though you lost your best friend, maybe in a way it is a good thing that this happened despite all the pain. If you two have been having a lot of trouble recently even before the incident, it's probably better for you guys to go separate ways. I know it's really hard to lose someone that close to you, but you will always have other friends to have your back and support you no matter what. The best way to heal things is time (cliche but true) and talking to people that you trust.
Anonymous

I know…i really do. I just…gave her so much of me…she became a part of me…i dont even remember what my lifes like with out her…so its something that i would have never imagined happening…the image of him saying “it was….amanda” is just burned into my body and mind. I flipped out. I just broke down…i didnt even have an ounce of anger…just pure sadness….I gave them both such trust…it felt like i was hit by a bus or something…in the long run i know its good…its just…i really thought id have her forever until yesterday happened…and thats something huge i need to get over