A Bugs life
You are Just as bad as Amanda. You are absolutely classless. What Amanda did was completely out of line but your posts? Your list? That's even worse. You've been friends since you were 8 yet you never have liked her? What's more fucked up, leading someone on in a close friendship, or cheating? What you're doing is worse in every way. You're seen as an easy hoe like her. You're being completely immature. Grow up and deal with it by yourself, no need to ruin someone's life if you don't even like t
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hahaha nonono. you dont know the half of it..what i put up with. how much i cried. trying to deny every bad feeling i got. how much i wanted to believe that she was the same friend i thought she was. i wanted to see the best BECAUSE I WAS WITH HER SO LONG. you CANT judge you just dont know. you have no idea how much pain im in. how i just dont know how to handle it…how much i wish she was hurting because of how good i was to her…how i just hoped it was not true….how much i trusted her.

even if my instincts told me so.

for you to judge me for snapping when the lowest of the low has happened just shows me you have never been through it……if you have youd understand how …it just cancels out everything you thought of maturity….how much it just makes you want them to care…or see how much you hurt…how im only saying bs hoping that they see how much im hurting…and hoping so bad they maybe JUST MAYBE regret what they have done to me

and to act angry is so much better then acting as sad as i am. as sad as i am that i miss the both of them so much. i misss them both so damn much. especially her…i miss our relationship back them i just hope to god she learns. i just hope to god she knows how much im hurting…and feels bad…at least a little…because she didnt the whole month she kept it from me. 

i hate how much i still love her. i hate how much i still need her