It wasnt about that to me. What attracted me so much was the confidence and security he appeared to have. I loved how much fun we had together and how well we clicked. I really liked how much passion he had for the things he liked. he was extremely  sweet to me at times. I didnt feel like i ever had to worry about other girls with him…I was happy. It had nothing to do with whos cuter then who because all i knew was i thought he was attractive.

Yes im extremely mad at him for what he did and now i do realize how much better i can do. It just surprised me. I was fooled by his confidence on the inside…he was clearly very insecure and some how i missed that because i couldnt see why he would be…

His insecurity ruined us. It made him lose sight of what a catch i really was. And for that…..fuck him. 

But it has much more to do with looks….thats not why im better then him. Theres much more then that..