A Bugs life, Not to be rude, but everything you’re saying is just contradicting yourself. If you though all those horrible thoughts about her, why was she still your friend? It seems like you never liked her at all in the past few months leading up to this downfall. If that’s the case, she’s not really a friend that slept with your boyfriend, but rather just another easy girl. How do you love someone, yet have horrible feelings for them? You said you were fed up? Doesn’t make sense.

Not to be rude, but everything you're saying is just contradicting yourself. If you though all those horrible thoughts about her, why was she still your friend? It seems like you never liked her at all in the past few months leading up to this downfall. If that's the case, she's not really a friend that slept with your boyfriend, but rather just another easy girl. How do you love someone, yet have horrible feelings for them? You said you were fed up? Doesn't make sense.

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Those were all thoughts i refused to surface in my head because i wanted to avoid conflict. And we were great friends until she went through all these changes…the whole time it happened i just stayed and told myself its only a phase…that she cant actually be that horrible to me…this only pushed me off the edge. and you have to understand too that i wrote all the mean things when i was still in shock….i was sooo mad so of course i wanted to say mean things like “YOU NEVER MATTERED” it made it easier to cope. of course she mattered…thats why it hurt so much. but having her out of my life just opened my eyes to how she only brought me down. and it sucks i had to realize this now instead of in the beginning. I didnt want any of that stuff to be true so id never admit it…and anytime i tried to talk to her about her changes…shed only get mad. so i was giving up hope. She walked all over me…and only until recently i never said anything. but the more i confronted her on the mean things shed do to me the meaner shed get. Any time i turned my back shed talk so much shit about me….everyone tried to tell me and i just refused to allow them to tell me. Every one warned me….and i just wouldnt believe it…But this proved everything….i found out a whole lot more then her sleeping with my boyfriend in the past week…that was just the BIG news. haha. and like ive said…she has tried to steal and sabotage every relationship i even almost got into….and im only realizing this now. People trusted the things shed say about me too because she was my best friend….

every guy id talk to shed pull aside and tell them they mean nothing to me. so she could get closer….id tell her it made me uncomfy when she was alone with them…because theyd distance themselves after that and shed lie to my face and get angry with me for it.

She is a horrible person…..I just didnt see it before is all.